As some of you know, I went to East West College, a massage
school, and graduated at the end of 2006. Afterwards, I earned my National
Certification in California and practiced massage in Chiropractic offices for 3
and a half years and then in a day spa in Redding, California for over a year.
Our time in Redding (at Bethel School of Supernatural
Ministry) was financially very tight. Every day we learned to look at each
struggle as an opportunity for God to work a miracle and do something amazing.
He did just that. Although we were poor, we managed to live in a beautiful
townhouse with amazing roommates, watch school be paid for, travel, have food
always on the table and witness God doing something very foundational in our
hearts.
At the end of
our time in Redding, my National Massage License was close to expiring. I was
able to pay for some continuing education, but I was not able to pay for all of
it, or my license renewal fee. Therefore, my license expired.
As we have been back in Oregon for over 2 years now (wow,
time has flown!) I have been back and forth with the idea of getting my Oregon
Massage License. But am at the place now, where it's looking more like it will
be worth studying, and saving up for taking the tests and working towards
getting Oregon licensed.
I am going to be honest with you guys... Jason and I have
not been the best financial stewards over the course of our marriage. We have
so desired to be in control of our money, but have never seemed to get in the
groove with keeping a budget or saving money. This is something we have felt a
lot of shame and disappointment in.
While this new year was approaching, we felt more than ever
a drive to change this. We don’t want to be dishonest by giving you the
half-truth and saying “things are tight right now”, when truthfully, they have
been unnecessarily “tight” for much too long. Right now, we are working to take baby steps toward
financial freedom. We have lots of dreams, that we believe God will provide and
make the way, but we feel Him calling us up to a higher standard of co-laboring with Him, and watch God work a miracle in and through us with
finances as we pursue God's best for us.
No more of the far too often paycheck-to-paycheck living. It
time to rise up, own our shortcomings, and DO something about it! It’s time to
change and embrace the new us; the people that steward what the Lord gives us.
To make an impact on our family, others around us and our future.
I wont say that this doesn’t scare me. It scares me to
death. But one thing I am confident in – God’s faithfulness to take care of His
kids and fulfill His promises.
~Cierra